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Between Nine and Ten in the Morning

At five years old I had begun
to practice hiding.

Someone kind would close her eyes
                and count to ten, each number
                                                                                                                a soft crack of the whip.
                As I darted herringbone
                                                                                                                                                I would hear nine called,
                                followed by a miraculous phenomenon
                                                                                                wherein time

                                                                appeared to
                                                                                                                                                                            stretch.

                                                                                Nine and a half,

                                                nine and three quarters,

nine and infinitely dissected infinities.

I hid well.

This morning, the sun slices
through window dressing,
carrying no kindness in its whip.
                                                            I am found
before I am ready.